Loving Your Enemies, Serving Your Loved Ones
If
I were to sum up my theology in a single sentence, it would be “We are all
children of God, worthy of Love, Forgiveness, and Grace.” So, you would think
that the sermon series that my pastors have been preaching for the past five
weeks would not be a challenge. Their topic has been Loving Your Enemies which,
in theory, should be simple. If we are all children of a loving God than those
who are my enemies are recipients of God’s love just as much as me. But this has
not been an easy topic.
Yes,
in theory, I have no problem with seeing my enemies as children of God and
loving them as God loves them. But, as is so often case, things get tough when
the rubber meets the road.
The
primary passage that is the source of this commandment comes from Matthew
5:43-48.
43 “You have
heard that it was said, ‘Love your neighbor and hate your enemy.’ 44 But I tell you, love your
enemies and pray for those who persecute you, 45 that you may be children of
your Father in heaven. He causes his sun to rise on the evil and the good, and
sends rain on the righteous and the unrighteous. 46 If you love those who love
you, what reward will you get? Are not even the tax collectors doing that? 47 And if you greet only your
own people, what are you doing more than others? Do not even pagans do that? 48 Be perfect, therefore, as
your heavenly Father is perfect.
This
part of the passage is theoretically simple. “Pray for those who persecute you.”
I can do this but it is important not to be contemptuous in my prayers. It must
be a sincere loving prayer. I think of a phrase from my childhood. It is a Southern
affectation. “Oh, bless his heart.” When said in a particular context it means,
“Oh, bless his heart because his brain is just plain stupid.” It is a light-hearted
yet, ultimately, contemptuous “prayer.”
No,
this prayer must be a sincere prayer. “God, bless my persecutors that they may
experience joy and liberation from that which vexes them.” That, I can do. I
don’t wish harm on anyone. I’m not saying I don’t have my weak moments when I
DO have such thoughts but those are not my sustained thoughts. My sustained
thoughts fit with the Buddhist prayer for Loving Kindness. It is worth noting
the parallel between Jesus’ teachings and this Buddhist prayer which extends
from self to world and then draws in all those close to you and then includes
those estranged from you:
My heart fills with loving kindness. I love myself. May I be happy.
May I be well. May I be peaceful. May I be free.
May all beings in my vicinity be happy. May they be well. May
they be peaceful. May they be free.
May all beings in my city be happy. May they be well. May they
be peaceful. May they be free.
May all beings in my state be happy. May they be well. May they
be peaceful. May they be free.
May all beings in my country be happy. May they be well. May
they be peaceful. May they be free.
May all beings on my continent be happy. May they be well. May
they be peaceful. May they be free.
May all beings in my hemisphere be happy. May they be well. May
they be peaceful. May they be free.
May all beings on planet Earth be happy. May they be well. May
they be peaceful. May they be free.
May my parents be happy. May they be well. May they be peaceful.
May they be free.
May all my friends be happy. May they be well. May they be
peaceful. May they be free.
May all my enemies be happy. May they be well. May they be peaceful. May
they be free.
May all beings in the Universe be happy. May they be well. May
they be peaceful. May they be free.
If I have hurt anyone, knowingly or unknowingly in thought, word
or deed, I ask for their forgiveness.
If anyone has hurt me, knowingly or unknowingly in thought, word
or deed, I extend my forgiveness.
May
all beings everywhere, whether near or far, whether known to me or unknown, be
happy. May they be well. May they be peaceful. May they be free.
So,
yes, I can do this. I can pray earnestly for those I perceive as my adversaries
because my sustained wish is for joy and peace for everyone and I don’t wish
harm on anyone.
Aside
from removing contempt, where it gets even harder is in two places. One is when
I consider the expansiveness of the term “Enemies” in this passage. Unlike my
pastor, I don’t see the Greek word “Echthroi” (plural “Echthros”) as limited to
personal adversaries. Not because I speak Greek but because my own research
indicates that “Echthros” was used in the Bible to include military enemies
such as in Deuteronomy 20:1. “When you go to war against your enemies (“Echthroi”
is used here) and see horses and chariots and an army greater than yours,
do not be afraid of them.”
But
I don’t actually have to parse the word usage to run into the greater challenge
to this commandment because some adversaries do wish to inflict harm even
though we are not at war. Although, now I am rarely speaking for myself but for
others whom I love. People who have a different skin color than mine. People
whose love for those of their own gender put them in the literal crosshairs of
those who wish violence on them. Women who dare to assert themselves and, in
doing so, face the ire of men who would inflict harm on them to stop them. I
don’t fit any of those categories of people whose enemies are not just internet
trolls who disagree with my opinions but are people who have both the means and
the will to do my friends and loved ones physical harm. Can I really pray for
blessings on people who would want to harm them?
The
second place it gets harder is when the commandment shifts from distant prayer
to direct connection. In Paul’s letter to the Romans 12:14-21, he writes
14 Bless those who persecute you; bless and do not curse them. 15 Rejoice
with those who rejoice, weep with those who weep. 16 Live
in harmony with one another; do not be haughty, but associate with the lowly;
do not claim to be wiser than you are. 17 Do not repay
anyone evil for evil, but take thought for what is noble in the sight of all. 18 If
it is possible, so far as it depends on you, live peaceably with all. 19 Beloved,
never avenge yourselves, but leave room for the wrath of God; for it is
written, “Vengeance is mine, I will repay, says the Lord.” 20 No,
“if your enemies are hungry, feed them; if they are thirsty, give them
something to drink; for by doing this you will heap burning coals on their
heads.” 21 Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil
with good.
In this passage, Paul is calling us not
just to pray at a distance but to engage directly with our enemies. “If your
enemies are hungry, feed them; if they are thirsty, give them something to
drink.”
I will address that next passage about “heaping
burning coals on their heads” only briefly because it could easily become a lengthier
exegesis. I am convinced of my pastor’s assertion that we are missing the
understanding of an idiom that would have been familiar to Paul’s readers.
Indeed, the whole previous passage is all about compassion and respect. So, the
automatic response to this passage that would seem to be filled with contempt (“Bless
their foolish hearts, I’ll be kind to them and my righteousness will burn them”)
doesn’t actually fit. It is possible that this idiom may have meant that “by
doing this you will inspire their minds to a greater purpose.” It is also possible
that this quote is an insertion by a later scribe who wasn’t feeling Paul’s
generosity and decided to add a little contemptuous purpose to Paul’s
instruction.
But
the hard part I want to focus on here is that Paul’s instruction calls on us to
fully engage with our enemies. Feed them, give them drink, possibly metaphors
for listening and understanding. Once again, how can I expect those who are directly
threatened to do this? It is easy for me to sit and break bread with someone
who doesn’t look at me and automatically believe that I should be erased from
existence because of some part of my identity. I’m not saying my advocacy comes
with NO risk. There have been plenty of martyrs who claimed identities within the
power structure but spoke power to the powerful on behalf of the downtrodden.
But, for the most part, I am on top of the power structure.
And
that is where this hard work becomes a commandment for me. To love my enemies
is not simply a higher law based on seeing everyone as a child of God. Loving
my enemies is an act of service to others. To love those whom others would have
to put themselves into danger to love.
The
last line in the passage from Matthew speaks to me in this regard as well. “Be
perfect as your Father in heaven is perfect.” I don’t actually see this as a
demand but as a goal. We can all find our places to be challenged as well as
acknowledge the ways in which this commandment is too challenging or, in the
case I’m making, too life threatening. But strive for the goal. The world will
be a better place if we all strive… to love one another and pray for loving kindness.
yes. yes. yes. Was just talking about this yesterday. It's very pertinent right now in politics and civil life. I am reminded of one of my worst days as a mother...i had screamed at my preschooler...i confessed to the preschool teacher how horribly I had failed that morning. She met my failure with compassion and kindness. And strangely, without any words of advice or stance on yelling at children, her compassion and kindness to me made me a better mother later that day. I'll never forget how it made me love and forgive myself so i could extend this love and forgiveness more easily to my child. I hold that in my heart when I am in the presence of an "enemy" who would harm one of my fellow americans either by action or vote. I let them know my preference but i extend body felt kindness and compassion...my hope is that this love will heal us both...and we can extend it. This practice doesn't feel like it is for that other person (though surely it feels good to them), it changes my heart in an instant. I can feel the softening. I can feel it change me. I see their fears, i see their humanity. I don't condone it; I often give them facts for clarity or tell them why I do not share their fears, but I can feel the wall between us melt. And I feel better for it.
ReplyDeleteThis is a powerful example of the strength of loving kindness.
Delete