Cancer Journal - Monday June 17th - Getting Real and Feeling Normal
On Wednesday and Thursday, I was mostly feeling at ease about the unknown tumor. There wasn’t anything I could do about it except for waiting to get the information on Friday. Friday, that sense of ease disappeared. I wasn’t super anxious but I was distracted by knowing that I might get some information today. That’s how I’m feeling today. “Ok, I know what it is and I’ve started putting the wheels in motion for all of the things I can do RIGHT NOW.” But tomorrow, I meet with the doctor and some of this is going to get more real. I don’t expect to feel particularly anxious because I don’t think I’m going to get much more information tomorrow. I took the kids to the dentist and it felt like an otherwise normal day.
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